I have a feeling my grandmother is going to die soon
I love her more than anything
She is one of the most genuine and loving people on this entire earth
And I am not even bullshitting because she's my grandmother, or biased because ya she is myy grandmother, but for real, she is sweeter than the ripest of fruits
I am scared I won't have any tears for her, I just don't cry
this makes me feel bad...I have no thoughts on this, it's just how I feel and I don't know if not having tears to cry should be taken negatively, I do feel remorse, I just can't cry...everyone deserves to be cried for i believe, what if I can't ..